Just need to tell some one! Opinion ? ?

Ok so I've been in a relationship with my boyfriend for 3 months and it's seriouse like we are all lovey dovey ! & it's like a stable & comfortable relationship! Yea we love eachother ! And everything seems perfect! , but I've cheated on him 2 times! The first time let's name him blue! Well blue came over and we made out then it got hott & heave and he gave me oral sex (ate me out) which is something my boyfriend would of never done! & today just a few hours ago I made out with blue and got high with him! He did squeeze my ***! But that was it today! What do you think!?!